Happy Happy 2009! =DD
I'm glad i could post this before midnight, &
before the first day of the new year comes to an end.
Although i don't know how the start, or the whole of year 2009 is gonna be like,
i hope it'll be great, better, happier & most importantly, a carefree & friendly year.
I hope relationships with family & friends get better, & i hope that there will be -
No more Conflicts, no more Misunderstandings, no more Blamings, no more Accusings, no more FIghts, no more Quarrels, no more Grudges hold, & i hope no more of my 'Sucky Attitude' to be shown to noone, nomore. Year 2008 has been this way for me, & i hope year 2009 will certaintly not be.
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Definitely, the goodness, happiness, joyfulness, trustworthy-ness i had in Year 08 can never & will never ever be forgotten.
The many bondings i had with the class, teachers & the team.
The many laughters, agreements, decisions the class would made.
The surprises we planned for
the teachers*esp mr choo* and our fellow classmates. & also, the efforts & suggestions we put in, to make lessons a whole lot more fun, exiciting interesting and less boring. All was worth it, i can say! (:
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Also Definitely, the hatred, conflicts, disagreements, arguments in Year o8 as well,
will & can never be erased or forgotten.
The many friends i lost,
the many broken promises, the
many bad-lucks, the many curses, the many thoughts we had of one another. The *Bold-ness* that i used to have of myself, the *ownself think ownself*thinkings, & the cannot say
*Lose or Die* attitude. Although i'm glad i've gotten back some of my once, close friends, I will never let History repeat itself. I will never allow myself to ever make such silly or stupid ways, or come out with lame intentions to ruin my friendship and, life. I wanna change, I wanna be a whole Different person, I wanna be someone that of what i have never been before. Someone that everyone would gladly appreciate :)
!BYEBYE 08, HIHI O9!
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COUNTDOWN ytd. The usual place, Downtown.
I wanted to head over to marina, to catch
the awesome fireworks, but i didn't. Because i was afraid when i'm there, i'll be reluctant to go home afterthat. Plus, i was double-thinking about the amount of traffic we have to pass, or endure before heading home. Everywhere, including the MRT stations will be Jammed Packed.
&& i don wanna be squashed in the middle of a crowd & in the middle of Marina itself! It'll be horrible! Anyways, went for church service in the evening & ended at about 10.30pm. Head over to Downtown with a few friends, before waiting for Jess, Guoxin & Chrissy to arrive. They had work & they had to rush over. While waiting, we missed the countdown! They ended up spending their first few minutes of 2009 in the train, while me, on the way to downtown. *tsk*
Headed over to subway & the four of us chatted for quite awhile. okay, except that jessie & i was always agreeing to what chris disagrees *sucking bottle?* HAHA! waited for alex & the rest to come over. Not mentioning the mini-fight or can say argument phil had with one of this, oh-so-young looking guy. He looks like his a primary & he looks like the timid sort. well, unexpected you can say. vroom, went into D'marquee afterthat. Spended quite some time just queueing up to get in. Ended up going in & coming our within minutes. We couldn't stand the crowd & the stuffyness.
E!hub was next, slacked for awhile. &then, Jess & I went home as it was alr 3am.
Bid farewell & off we went on our way home :D
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will all of you just stop suspecting me?!
you're make me sound like i'm always lying like i'm such a good for nothing. like whatever i do there's always motive. I know what i'm doing, just leave me alone, both of you!
stop messing around with my life & my friends. you guys are not doing me any good, you'll are
just making me worse! stop msging my friends, stop asking & telling them this and that.
Stop interfering in my life!
i don't wanna be this way, but can you're just give me that little space & privacy?! nmad.
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when my phone is off,
it means i'm either terribly angry or extremely devasted.
sorry to all & you.
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