TO : jomanda ping jia qi.
i've apologised. what more do you want ?
i know i was in the wrong, & i've hurt you.
but the way you treated me, made me this way.
do you think i would just ignore you for no reason or just drift apart from you ?
NO. why would i do that ?
at least i admit that now i've realised my mistake.
i tried my best to clarify & settle things with you.
but your crude replys like 'just let it be', 'than leave it' , are very hurting you know ?!
i plugged up the courage to talk to you. can't you just accept it ?
YES, i know i didn't listen to you & didn't head your advice before.
i know you once treated me as your bestfriend, & you cared for me more than anything else.
you think i did not ?!
i put everything behind you before, do you know that ?
you were always the first to come to my mind.
i made the wrong decision by not listening to you once. & now you just shook me away.
cm'on lah. i've alr tried saving this f'ship. you insist on just forgetting about it,
SO BE IT OKAY ! i've enough.
-your once 'les-mate.
